Voyage of the Doomed

by Kiera Lordens If I take the chance Will it all make sense? Should I risk my neck? Will there be no regrets? I'm alone and I'm on my own Like a predator stalking dreams within my nightmares I'm on a voyage of despair I have no reason to care I could turn around And I could stand my ground But I cannot stay I must be on my way I'll no longer rest But I will pray my best There is no retreat No accepting my defeat I'm on a voyage of despair I have no reason to care Now, a sudden thought... For what have I fought? I won't live to see my life story's ending Have I the nerve? Will my courage serve? I will fade away if I can't go my own way I'm pacing in this room I'll be leaving it all behind soon Is it worth my life? Is it wrong or right? What should I believe? Have I been so deceived? It makes me cringe... The pain from this syringe I am leaving soon on a voyage of the doomed I'm pacing in this room I'll be leaving it all behind soon And so it goes...now the whistle blows I'm pacing in this room I will board the train and be free from this pain As I ride the tracks I will not look back As I fight the tears I'll remember all those long years This voyage is one of no return Every bridge that I cross will burn I will never quit For I'm a free spirit I cannot be tamed I must play my own game If you hear the bell When the clock strikes twelve You know I'll be gone You can never follow along I'm living with a curse of the doomed This pain I can never reverse I'll be there, soon...