by Kiera Lordens
If I take the chance
Will it all make sense?
Should I risk my neck?
Will there be no regrets?
I'm alone and I'm on my own
Like a predator stalking dreams within my nightmares
I'm on a voyage of despair
I have no reason to care
I could turn around
And I could stand my ground
But I cannot stay
I must be on my way
I'll no longer rest
But I will pray my best
There is no retreat
No accepting my defeat
I'm on a voyage of despair
I have no reason to care
Now, a sudden thought...
For what have I fought?
I won't live to see my life story's ending
Have I the nerve?
Will my courage serve?
I will fade away if I can't go my own way
I'm pacing in this room
I'll be leaving it all behind soon
Is it worth my life?
Is it wrong or right?
What should I believe?
Have I been so deceived?
It makes me cringe...
The pain from this syringe
I am leaving soon on a voyage of the doomed
I'm pacing in this room
I'll be leaving it all behind soon
And so it goes...now the whistle blows
I'm pacing in this room
I will board the train and be free from this pain
As I ride the tracks
I will not look back
As I fight the tears
I'll remember all those long years
This voyage is one of no return
Every bridge that I cross will burn
I will never quit
For I'm a free spirit
I cannot be tamed
I must play my own game
If you hear the bell
When the clock strikes twelve
You know I'll be gone
You can never follow along
I'm living with a curse of the doomed
This pain I can never reverse
I'll be there, soon...
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